Monday, August 24, 2009

Famine 30 (2009)

Last weekend, I participated the DIY Famine 30 camp in UTP and went to Bukit Jalil for countdown section with some of my seniors in UTP. I think the last 2 years Famine 30 camp I went was more touching compared to this year. Maybe it's because there was just 6 hours countdown section at Bukit Jalil only. Nonetheless, my main purpose to there wasn't just enjoying the "concert" which performed by various artists. I always believe that I have the power to make a difference which was also the theme of the Famine 30 camp this year. Somehow, I seemed like forgot my vision during past few months. I forgot that I wanna help them, the poor. If I were a civil enginer, I would build them a house, make their neighborhood's infrastructure better! But what could I do if I were a electrical and electronic enginer? I'm still wondering about that because I still don't know much about E&E.

I had a bustle and hustle life during the past few months, still, I busied for nothing. Aimlessly, I passed my precious 3 months life time! My spirit was gone, my vision was gone, I was gone...
That's 1 of the reason why I insisted to go to Famine 30 at Bukit Jalil this year even though there will be many tests for me to sit after the camp and the risk of getting H1N1.

Living in UTP is not easy for me. There is not much activites for Chinese here. I mean, there is not much Chinese-style societies here and the Chinese seniors here are quite inactive, for my opinion. Besides going to shopping or yamcha, their past time is sleeping. I'm totally sick of that because that 's entirely out of my expectation! I thought that I can join many clubs here just like I did during my high school time! I'm desperately disappointed! :-(

I think I might become a nerd just like they are... X(

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